Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I'm scare of you. :/ Tell me who are you. please.

Heh. The sweet couple. :) Melvin & Lindyy. (;

AHA. Curi curi took my brother studying and cousin playing DS. ><
Crazyyy auntyy. :P Shuk Fui. :)
Mummyyy. :3

Shuk Fui auntyy. :)

Babyyy Jakeee. :D

Hello.
I won't be updating my blog as it's gonna be a busy week for me. :/ Having exams on the Saturday. :O So fast weihh. My brother's exam started today. So, today didn't went to school cause of some reasons. Wanted to go to school shooo badlyyyy! :( Friday also not going. Aihhh. )': Today was a long busy day at Nilai and aunty's house. Nilai was killing me. Shoooo darn freakingg burningg hot. : Almost fainted. o: sighh.

OMFG! :( There's this person who smsed me ytd night. :/ Here..


The unknown person : Hallo darling u know who i m
Me : O.O nope,who are you?
The unknown person : Hallo darling u know who i m i always see u. u look like a decorated pices
Me : O__n i seriously don't know who are you. Name?
The unknown person : This is your right hand. some for u your face little bit black big eyes and attraces looking. i like it.ok bye good night
Me : My right hand? O: What you mean? I just need your name. And how you know me? How you got my number? Are you from SriKL? Er, and you're talking about how I look like. Way to akwark. I'm scare. Can you just tell me your name? :/ please.
The unknown person : EVERY NIGHT IN MY dreams i see u. i feel u there i s how i know u go on.
Me: Stop smsing him. :/ scare scare.

Omgg lahhh. I don't even understand what's the person talking about. :x He's seriously making me go carzyyyy. D: I'm scareeee offff himmmmmm! :( :( :( Sighh, but mummy say I don't have to worry cause she'll report to the the police if that person sms me again! :(

Okay, I gtg soon. Study study study.
Ciao. :)

Saturday, July 24, 2010

I need you so badly. ♥


Rise and shine peopleeeeee! :) It's 9.03am. Hmmm. I shouldn't be awake at this time as I slept at 1 something ytd. :O I automaticly open eyes and get out of the bed and came down stairs. Hahaha. Oh yeah, ytd's red wine was awesomeeeee!

I wanna have more but I can't. :( After I drank that red wine, my whole body was burning hot and I had a bad headache. D: & that's NOT gonna happen againn! unless there's a wedding or a party in my house. Then , YES , I'll drink it. :)

Uh, I'll be going to the MTV World Stage with Limzheng on the 31st of July. :) OHFUCK! It's a exam dayyyy! :OOO D.I.E! HAHA. But oh well , still going no matter whattt! >:)) The tickets that i bought from Hueyching was darn expensiveee. It was RM350 for one. Actually it was RM400 for one, but I asked for a cheaper price. So she was like RM380 can? ' Huhh? Cheaper?' , I replied. Then she replied , ' Er, RM350? ' Okaayy, ' I replied. So yeah, alltogether RM700. Thanksss mommyyyyyy!

Haha, okieee. I think it's more than enough for todayy. Meee need to go get ready go somewhere I DON'T LIKE! -.-

xx.

Friday, July 23, 2010

End of it.*


Heyyyoooooooooooo!(: I'm not really in the mood to blog. But oh well, just blog something cause I'm bored. I left like 1 more hour and I'm off for tuition. :/ * arghhh * & I guess I won't be back so early after tuition.

Oh! Have I mention anything abt me giving up on someone? :) As you all know, it isn't easy to give up on someone you really love , rightt? Ex : Wenzer loves Rachelchui so much. Do you think he'll give up? I don't think so.

I, I love Heng Jian as much as he does. I don't even think he likes me. Am I right , Marcus, Jian Long and all HengJian's friends out there? (: It's good to tell the truth than hurting someone feelings, rightt?

Heng Jian , I just want to know the truth. Do you hate me? It's okay. You don't have to be scare to tell the truth. I just want to hear you say ' yes or no ' only. (: Don't hear what your friends says. Tell me from your heart. If you do hate me , say you do.

Don't have to keep in your heart.
Keeping things which you don't want me to hear doesn't solve any problem.

Most of the timee I see you outside my class during break and lunch. I'm sure you're force to come to my class , rightt? (: Hey, you don't want to come , it's okay.

All I can say now is I want to get over you. But the thing is that , it's HARD to get over you.
* tears. *

Eveytime I go to toilet just to see you , I feel like crying. I go to toilet just to see you. Everytime seeing you happy , makes me happy too. I do have the feel that you dislike me same goes to your friends. :(

If you're coming to my class on Monday, don't. I don't want to see you. But if you come to my
class cause you really want to see me , come! :( But I don't think you will. No matter what , I still love you.

I love you.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Your call by Secondhand Serenada.


Your Call by Secondhand Serenade :

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

A grown up baby. ♥♥


He & his girlfriend. :PP



Look at him with his Superman shirt. :D


I'M BACK. :DD*

Okay , so , cousin just came back from Australia with mummy. OMG. The babyyy grown up so big. ;D OH-SO-CUTE. But naughtyyy. Keep pulling my hair and keep playing with my phonee. ><

Er , I've his pictureeesss. :D

Saturday, July 3, 2010

IMYSDGM. ♥♥♥♥♥

I believe that you can get her. (':
Oh. Hey.

I keep changing my blog background. .___. I find it very ugly after one day. -.- This time , I'll try my best not to change it again. I only prefer natural and cute background. Haha. :)

This morning , at 7 something , my step father's side's aunty's mother passed way. :/ I just couldn't believe it. Sighh. Pity her. But my grandma said she died happily. She has 10 children. :O That's totally crazyy. Her children are all big and some are already married. Sighhhhh , still can't believe she passed away. )':
R.I.P popo. * remember that I'll always love youuu. *

Gorgor is coming back from Australia tonighttt. :DDD imisshimsogoddamnmuch. ♥♥♥♥♥
But the sad thing is that , he's only gonna be back for 1week + ): All I can do is spend more and more time with him. :) && I bet he's gonna kill me for getting bad marks for my mid-term exams. D': Screww that. xD

Anyways , I think it's enough for the day. :) Gtg bathh.

You+Her = Perfect Match. (:
!

Friday, July 2, 2010

I love you , why? ):

Give me your hand & I'll never let it go.
Look at my awesome hand. (Y) Sighh. I did it cause I was jealous. :( & the only one who was really worried abt me was , Ryan Alexander , Shireen Ong , Nicole Yip , Jake gor , Claudia Chong , Sidney Chang , Clement gor , VeiLin & Ah Fai gor. :( ❤❤❤

I'm very sorry to you guys for what I've done. I know I'm so doing a stupid things. But if I don't do that? What else can I do? I can't like get over him so fast rightt? :/ It's really hard. Very hard to get over him. :'( All I wanna do now is stay emo. & I'll try my verybest to stop cutting myself.
I still love you. & It's always you. :(